朋友

當你被朋友騙了一次，你會原諒，第二次，會試著原諒，第三次，會很努力的當做沒事發生！
而原諒他們。可是如果已經發生了不止三次你們會怎樣？還是當作沒事發生嗎？我真的想這樣！
可是事情發生就是發生了，已經有一個裂痕在那裏。補也補不回一樣的了~

當我發生一些很嚴重的事情的時候，我以爲好朋友永遠會站在我這裡。可是，其實我錯了.
根本不會，我看清了一個事實。不但不站在我這裡，不幫我， 不過問也不關心。而是站在
另一邊那裏來一起來給我壓力。雖然事情已經過了有一段時間了，可我還是忘不了那個感覺。
突然覺得她好陌生，不像我認識的人了。人的另一面總會在危急的時候才會看到，也是最真實的一面。

所以現在我選擇不去相信"任何朋友"了，太危險和恐怖了. 被利用，被說成一文不值，這些我也都受夠了。
這些難受不會再去感受它們，如果你自己嘗嘗看那個感覺你才會知道有多麽的不舒服！

我以爲好朋友一定會很了解我，我也錯了。她們根本都不了解我内心深處的一切一切。
相反的，我家人還比較了解我。現在懂事了，覺得家才是最安全的地方。外面的世界太邪惡了。
現在的我，變了。真的， 人一定要經歷一些風風雨雨才會長大，思想也會變得成熟。

*你覺得"她"是真心也會可能是假意，你覺得"她"是假意的也有可能才是真心的*

萬聖節快樂～

朋友們！萬聖節快樂噢！大家都打扮得很恐怖嗎？ 哈哈，老娘我決定用華語字寫日記了！
*注意注意*
因爲我平常都是在講華語啊，又沒什麽講英文爲什麽硬要寫英文字撐場面咧？有沒有道理？
所以還是寫華語吧，比較 "KERLYN" ~~~~ 那些不喜歡看華語的大可不必看，我沒勉強！
剛從East Coast Park回來，跟jiayang/jared/zhiyun去喝酒，吃飯和閒聊。很好的夜景嚄！
很喜歡輕鬆的感覺，吹吹風，聊下天，小酢，吃點東西。真的很簡單但很愉快的度過噢~~~

好了，這是本小姐的萬聖節那夜的照片揭曉~~！

兔女郎裝扮！可不可愛呀孩子們？呵呵~

可怕的護士正在準備要吃掉兔女郎啊！好恐怖噢！

旁邊那男的真是多餘啊！根本不認識！來攪和的~~~

可惡的假警察！大家想把他捅死-----------------！！！

性感護士(RachelCSY), 恐怖護士(Mix），AV警察(Jean)，賭場兔女郎本小姐!

被兩位護士欺負慘了啦我！可憐的兔子！

當晚，每個人都喝開了喝瘋了！直接拿酒瓶來喝！哈哈哈！叫我"酒后"!
要看更多照片請去我的Facebook去吧！都放在那裏了~超級無敵多！！

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/album.php?aid=166208—id=685039618

Should I Should I not?

I had been neglecting my blog this few months, the longest record too.
So, I am thinking of shutting my online diary up. No point of blogging.
But sometimes I think it's the best place for me to say everything out.
No one can see, no one can feel but only myself. What to do about it?

Recently, it's the most down-period-in-my-life. I shouldn't say further more.
Friends should know but sometimes I think they don't really know what im thinking.
What I really want? In love, okay I admit I-am-a-failure in it. Because I do not know
how to handle them properly. And i'm just obeying the rules and regulation.
But in the end, I am not the one that spoilt it or left out. It's HIM aint me!
How many times I had fall in the well, and climbed up alone, I can't remember.
Love? What the fuck is that? Who fucking let love exist in this fucking world?
Fuck them up! It only let human beings suffer even more in the earth seriously.
It's my own concept of relationship, don't put it in heart if you don't like it.
Until now, I still can't meet anyone that can change my concept of them yet.
Maybe I had hurt more than what you all can expect, it's unimaginable I can say.
So sick and tired of all these waiting, memories.. bullshit!

I need a talk with someone now :(

Consideration

Should I change to onsugar.com, it seems great!
Simple/easy/relaxing design with lovely fonts :)

And I really hope to update more often after I switch there!
Please look out for my add here, will post it up after I change :D

With love, kerlyn

IM NOT MISSING, just because my lappy went to hospital :(

I will be back to blog, very soon! Wait for me!
Taking my lappy back on the friday, bewaree!
It's gonna be a very very long post peoples~


Full of pictures, party and birthdays! :D

Lost

Deleted some of the sentence not because of anyone of anything else.
Really no point also right? haha, why should I get influenced by all these?
True friends I only need a few, really.. a FEW will do~

How I wish the clock can stop moving, so that I can have more time.
Not blogging recently doesn't mean that I went missing, it's just that there's
no point for me to reveal my life so much in an online blog to all the strangers.


人都是爲了自己的利益，都為自己想，所謂的友情都是很虛僞的
人不為己，天誅地滅. 打個比喻，當你有什麽事情發生，你向你的朋友求救的話他們會幫嗎？
還不是說一句“我沒辦法，我也是有自己的事情煩“。 家人才是那些會站在你身旁的人.
知人知面不知心，雙面人是很可怕的，可以避免接觸就有多遠避多遠．最好不要有什麽關係．

人心難測

P.S: No more the world I used to know, everything single things changed

AHHHHHH

S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y

IM FREAKING GOING CRAZY SOON ALREADY!

1. I just went for IPL Skin Peeling therapy and I fucking swear it's damn painful!
And my skin is totally dry to the max itchy to the max and pain to the max now!
It's so red and swollen! I am not going to do it next time anymore!
It's irritating me so badly now and my lip also included!

2. My mom just took back a little puppy home which means I need to take care of it!
It's okay for me really, but if she stop barking nonstop, poo/pee at the right place I won't be this angry now!
Omg, she can pee/poo at the cage and even stepped on her SHIT! It's really gross!
Damn, and it really stinks alot! And-I-need-to-clear-everything! God damn exhuasted nowww!

Tell me tell me! How can I not pissed off and get angry easily when im clearing up all this?
With my itchy/tight/swollen/dry skin I still need to do all these freaking shits. How can I not complain huh!?!?!?!
And it's so humid everyday and night nowadays, made me even more hot!


Ciaox, off to bed. Will update soon again! (:

kerlyn's d.o.w.n

I am sorry, promised that I will post my HK/GZ trip in this entry.
But I really feel like writing out all my SICKNESS OUT HERE!!!


The old school hairstyle I tried, it turns out fine

Didn't expect to be so-damn-sick. But this time round, it seems kinda serious.
Had been staying at home for consecutives 4 days already, no appetite=no food.
Can't help but to ate so many panadols each day to get rid of the head&bodyache.
Imagine the NAUSEOUS and GIDDYNESS I am having, the every-body-parts painfulness!
Just recovered from my fever but I am still having sore throat and flu!

SOS!!!!

I can used up 2 box of tissues everyday, the feeling is really awful! Can't breath the fresh air properly with "something" stucked inside.
Don't worry it's not swine flu, lol. All my friends including my family at first also thought it "may-be" the swine flu because I just came back from hongkong.
But thank god it isn't the harmful virus in my body! I get sick very easily.. but it always took me very long to recover! And my sleeping hours screwed up again! :(
I can slept on my bed for 24 hours without waking up and eat, it's really HORRIBLE HORRBLE HORRIBLE~!

P.S: Always thinking did I made the right choice that time? Maybe it's right or perhaps it's wrong?
It's just not the right time for me to think about love now. Just not the right time!

I'M BACK!

Kerlyn is back to singapore! Haha, I was at hongkong&guangzhou last week and I'm back on the 26th april.
Awesome weather at only 20-22 degree everyday! Cooling and windy like air-con!
Unlike singapore, it's so damn hot and humid over here man! Perspiring even in the room!
How I hope I can stay there longer to accompany my cousin(fen) but 1day charge = $100 = Insane!
Haha, it's all about shopshopshop in Hongkong and eateateat in Guangzhou!!!

*Gain about 1-2 kg now, I-seriously-need-to-go-in-diet!* :(

Finally I meet up eric.ng just now, so hard to date him out everytime. Need to book in advance one.
Haha, supposingly we're watching the movie together with iris.
But she's already home, and so.. very last min decision that we made.. watched X-MEN! Very nice and exciting, thumbs up!
Chilled and chat for awhile and he accompanied me home, thanks buddy! Nice catching up with you. Let's meet up for "ChompChomp" soon for dinner/supper!




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27th April, catch-up-session with my darl iris! Finally after so long again!
Actually eric supposed to meet us, but he put us aeroplane.. so no choice~
only left both of us, he always said he's very tired/lazy to come out!

*EXCUSES* >.<
After that went to "TANG" to get my M.A.C lipstick that I aimed in the magazine.

Outside fareast cam-whored awhile. Hees :P

Cam-whored again at Paragon ladies, haha. We just can't stop taking photos! :D


Shoduku for dinner. Nice environment, good food and good chill-out place too.

Fraustrating what to eat everytime when I went there..

My sweetie pie doing cute stun again, lol.

Curry cheese with mashed potato pizza, this is a MUST TRY!


We had nothing to do after dinner, so slacked around cine and we saw ekkachai there.
Chit-chat with him for awhile, he slim down so much man! He told me about 20kg liddat!
I was like, omfg! How he did it!? Any tactics can teach!? lol, 2years of toleration aint easy~

Sony camera just can't stop vibrating when it's taking photos! What happen!?!?
But the effect turned out quite good, why!?!? Hahaha, time to go for servicing!

I think this looked classic


Something random to type:

• I dislike people never reply my message if we message half-way. It's rude!
• I dislike people never reply me in the msn when he/she put online. It's rude!
• I dislike people date me out but didn't even call/msg when he/she can't make it!
• (This is very very rude and irresponsible action!)

P.S: Will post my HK/GZ trip in the next post

Updates in my life

Boys over flower korean version! 25 episode is just-not-enough-at-all!
How can I not resist by his charm?

The unborn rate 2.5/5
Mall cop rate 2/5
Hotel for dogs rate 4/5
Confessions of the shopaholic rate 5/5

There's a few more movies I'm waiting it to be up in the threate now!
"Friday the 13th" "Transformers 2" "Terminator3" "Harry Potter& the half-blood Prince"

***

Well, I am really in a terrible state this time round!
I never had this bad feeling before! This is the worst ever!
And when things happened, nobody can change it.
But somehow, things slowly changed by itself.
Life's really unpredictable, one minute changed everything.
And I believe I can manage it, I hope I can. Nothing's impossible.
Friends eventually changed so easily, one msg says out a person personality.
It shows how much you concern and how much you don't. And now I knew.
Friendship? Love? Kinship? I only trust kinship.
But after what had happened, made me woke up in this realistic life.


I am truely sorry about it, and I apologised here too.
Guilty is the word and now I know how it felt when friends slowly fade away.


Takecare :)