I'm just so in love with cantonese songs

P.S: My currently feeling.

My lovely boys

My precious little ones, jayden&jerome!<3


JaydenBoy, 5months already! loves<3


He's just so handsome and charming.


The playful jerome, he knew how to pose so well. And he love to take pictures too!


Jayden photoshoot. Handsome isn't it!? :D:D:D


They are all added in my life, and will be love by me in their whole life! *kisses*
Had been going to my cousin(fen) house nowadays, to play with the two naughty boys.
Haha, they are just too cute to resist. Been out with fen very frequently too, what I
can say is. I really had a very very very nice cousin. Loves*



P.S: Not going to be in love in the moment, the feelings is just too hard to express out in words.
It's tired to love someone, but easy to be love by someone.

Sharon's birthday/ Zouk-Velvet Underground

19th of September, Friday.

It's one of my babe, SHARON birthday! Happy 23rd Brithday my dear!
Am I right? 22 or 23? Man, don't kill me if I wrote wrongly babe. Haha.
Was invited to her birthday celebration together with rachel(ying).
First to "Fish&Co" then second will be "Zouk", woo! I'm so-damn-excited!
It's been months since I club okay, felt so high that night. LOL~


Babe sharon, don't you think she looked like nira? lol :P


Rachel(ying)&me at cab, on the way to meet her.


It's my first time to "Fish&Co", the seafood platter there is fucking B.I.G man!


OOPS,CAPTURED!:D


Rachelbabe&me, loveloves<3


Ying was eating non-stop non-stop at there, hahaha.


:)

Was very very full after that, so both of the rachels' decided to walk to CINE!
What a stupid idea I think, lol. I loathe to walk in my life! >.<>

Happy-walking-session to CINE~



Reached zouk, this is the group picture of the ladies:)


At velvet underground, the tipsy sharon sitting on our laps. HAHA!


Heihei~


At the ladies.


We're enjoying thereeeeeeeeeeeee.


Drink drink drink drink!


Enjoying the music.


I love the drinks that night, don't know what vokka is that.


Half-way-gone? Haha, not yet! We're not drunk yet!


<3


Well, somethings occurred. So me&rachel(ying) went home early.
So tired the whole night down, old-bone-already. Hahaha :D:D:D
Meet up my mom, and my lovely dad came down and fetched us home.



No-More-Clubbing in october.



P.S:I'm supposingly to go London to study for my degree because I discussed with my parent about this issue for about 2weeks, but my mom said it's very dangerous for a girl to go there and stay as her friend just told her about "london-life" last night, so she changed her decision=not to let me go. Moreover it's for a god-damn-3 years! So ya, i'm studying my degree in singapore. Hehe, at "City of Manchester Management School". But it's more expensive then London, about 40k if i'm not wrong. And if I go London, I'll be staying with my cousin and the school fee will not be my mom be paying. Hehe. And yeay, had alot of problems last few days. But now, no more because everything is over. I'm satisfied with what I had, thanks for your advised mom. Iloveyoumorethananythingelse.

No more, no more pain,

I woke up in my dream, the illusion that I'm yearning for so long.
And I realised, it's just in my dream. Time to wake up and continue my life..



The words just couldn't say out from me, it's all stucked inside.
I had seen all the real human-beings face, what happen to this world!?
There's no such thing as loving another person when you already had
a boy/girlfriend in your life. What's all these shit? Tell me?!?!
At least for me, there is definitely no such thing in my life.

All my friends suddenly came and asked me regarding that questions above.
All right, and I shall reply here to you guys then.

There's alot of my friends are in this suituation now, about 4 of them?
Means they had a bf/gf, but they fall in love with other party.
As I totally disagree in my life, but I can't do anything too but to give advises.


P.S: My new haircut in the above picture:)

A day out with my darling

Well, it's been like millions years since I meet you my darling iris and I miss her like nuts!
Finally, we meet up one day this week. Dinner and chilling around, catch up alot with her.
Still the same-old-iris I know, hahaha. This silly girl just mailed me a letter to my house!
And when I recieved it, was totally urber shocked and touched! Thanks alot darling.
That's really SWEET of her <3



One of my loved ones, iris<3



On the way to town.


Isn't she cute!? Till now, she's still my cutie pie!


Had our dinner at paragon, it's god-damn-delicious~



And our drama starts again..



TOOK PHOTOS TOOK PHOTOS TOOK PHOTOS
THERE WILL BE ALOT OF OUR PHOTOS DOWN HERE!









Guess whose call did I recieve that made me so happy? :P




Love you my dearie!


The ART outside "RafflesCity".

It's bloody hell amazing! Totally selute the person who had done this picture.



Peoples come and goes in my life, some will stay but some will left.
And when the feeling come, it will definitely go off if it's not fated to be there.
It's tough to be the one. It's really too hard for me to accept the fact/reality.
I really had gone through too many that i'm really getting phobia about it.
God damn, zomfg~ it's really too tiring and my mind is getting duper exhuasted.
It's time for some rest.

It's just all the same

Life, what's all about it? Don't even know what human-beings is thinking about.
Sometimes things in life just have to let go, no point being persisting over it.
It will make you even worst if you keep it inside deep in your heart.

Last night, I reminisce the past. Which I really never think of it for a long time.
But when I took out the album, I realised the feeling is not like before.
It's totally different from what I think. Sounds stupid ya I know, lol.

OKAY, I think I should follow my heart rather then the mind that is telling you what
to do. Well, and I bloody hell loathe to be in such state now. You know what!?
I'm becoming more and more lazy to do my essays when my date-line is like TMR!?
I should be in my house, inside my room, sitting down my chair and type my keyboard.
But here am I, not typing my essays but my blog. Wth is happening to me!?
I'm just oh-so-damn-vexed now, questions coming in one by one but with no answers.

One more thing, i'm going to graduate from my school soon! Or should I say 2 weeks time?
I know it's damn fast and me myself can't even believe it too.

BUT.. I'm very happy to annouce that..


I'M GOTTA TO HAVE A DIPLOMA CERT SOON!


And i'm still hesitating/considering whether I wanna to go further studies?
Was thinking of SIM actually, degree/bachelor course= 3 years time.
The intake will be on 2009'January, should I should I not?
3 years course, and my 2nd year will be at Switzerland. It's god damn long duration yay!?
I need to have the perserverance definitely and the motivation because I don't wanna
waste my time to slack. There'll be 3 months for me to think.



*THINK THINK THINK*



:)

My favourite song for now

P.S: The lyrics totally can explain my suituation now that words just couldn't explain enough.

My blossom

Knew this precious blossom sis of mine since i'm secondary one till now.
The one that I really treasure in my life, the one I can't live without with.
First to think of whenever I have any problems occured in my life.
She will help and solve it together with me, always be there for me.
And of course, I will always be there for her when she need me too!

We had never ever really quarrel for this five years, only argue the most?
Haha, because we always give in and take as my temper was not as bad as hers! :P
And I did mentioned that she had a boyfriend now already, soooooooooo..

her boyfriend more important then meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I think! LOL, just kidding~
Definitely know that she will managed well the time between friendship/relationship.
Ying, just wanna tell you. You're always the best/sweet/close sister!
In my life, I had alot of friends. But.. close friends there's only a few~
And the most best one definitely is YOU! As my mom said, true friends don't need too many.

<3



Took alot of pictures at her house, laughters&joys!


LMAO!


Classic, hahahahahahahahah!


Guess guess guess?


My dearie<3


Forever will stands a part in my heart.



Five years friendship is still going strong, and we'll have 10years/20years/30years till old.


P.S: Thanks for helping me so much lately ying, you're always the best listening ear!

Oversea trip postponed

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! My china&hk trip postponed to december!
Totally spoilt my mood as winter got nothing to shop at all. Low morale~
My cousin's boyfriend heard wrongly from his mom so everything need to delay.

Again, again&again! I slept for about 2-3 hours will automatically wake up.
Doomed, I hate this! Because when you're really very tired, and you tried
all sorts of methods to sleep but when it don't works. It's totally freaking me out!
This is the first time I felt that it will last for very long~

See the time now! 8am! And i'm going to school at 9am!
And I didn't sleep from last night till now. God, can you reverse the time back? lol.

Well well, my heart had been very troubled by some issues for the past few days.
But now, everything will goes good. And I will let nature takes it course.
If is the past kerlyn.. she doesn't know how to think and solve the problems.
But the present kerlyn now she definitely know how to think and solve it.

"看开"

This is the word for me now. XOXO<3

Again~

Felt like blogging in the middle of the night, and meanwhile i'm doing my assignments too.
I think that I'm really a pure leo, why? Because I always think so much in my stupid brain!
My thinking is totally beyond what you guys can know.
I knew i'm over-exaggerating. Ha, but nowadays..

More things coming up in my mind, I need to think hard, real hard, super hard!
Because I don't wish to be always-the-last one.
The one that people will leftout, people will forget.

And I realised what if i'm not the only one.




P.S: I will need to face all the consequences even though I don't wish.
Because this is the pathway I had choose.