Random

I want to blogggggggggggg so much this few days actually!
But I just don't have the time to sit infront of the laptop to type, and I don't know why.
Feel like pouring out all my grievances and problems over here so much.

Nobody to laid to when I occured problems everytime, i'm finding.. still
I need some shoulders, seriously. I need someone to console me.
Afterall, i'm still a women. I need love, care and concern too.
Don't always think that i'm so stone that I don't need all these things.
My bestie sis ying had bf, so we can't be so close as last time.
Sigh, so I only can talk to her and tell her all my problems when we meet up.
The precious moment always passed so fast, too fast until I havent even
finish everything. Frankly speaking, I don't know what i'm STRESSING about too!

Unessacery stress for myself.


Sometimes, I also will get angry and pissed off when my friend scolded me.
And it's like-for-nothing! Like someone-out-there, so frequently man. Used to it.
But there's also limit, i'm always tolerating and remain silent all the while.
I knew I had TOO good temper, but I feel like bursting everything out too!
Man, I don't want to be the one always swallowing all the stupid shits.
God damn it, why the world is like so against me(for sometimes)!?


God, can you treat me better? At least..
don't let me suffer in this type of things