don't wish that to happen anymore. But, sometimes it's beyond my control you see.
I gave all my trust to you, but once again.. you took it for advantage. What can I do?
You told me so many things that night, and I even know that it's only for that moment.
But still, I choose to believe it. And here comes another disappoinment.
Well, being through so many times. Even though I know what will turns out in the end.
After all, I still love you. I know you definitely know this more than anyone else.
But, you did nothing. Really don't know why must I made myself in this terrible state.
It's not worth at all, but you're still the only one inside here.
I thought I had already moved on, but i'm still remaining at the same point.
There's one guy out there, which I never think that he will be like this.
But the reality told me, he's just another illusion. Because he's not the right one.
When the night falls, I cried inside my blanket and I thought of you.
Seriously, you still mean so m-u-c-h to me after so long.
I thought I had forgot about you
I thought I had forgot about the past/memories
I thought I had stop loving you
But in fact, I am just forcing myself to do all these.
I still need time to forget. Alot of time~
Endless night. I need to calm down my emotions:(
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