E.M.O

Okay, I type out whole loads of shits.


AND


I backspace everything, because I think I'm typing bullshits.



Because the main thing I want to say is..



I AM UNHAPPY/AND I AM SAD!



Seriously, just a normal msg can just made up my whole day.
But why? None of it is yours.
Since pat, no one had ever let me felt this way.
The feelings, the waitings, the joys and the curiousity.


I loathe guys, and I had never been like this since 4 years back.
Because I don't want to believe in them anymore.
But when I wanted to try, the hopes seems like vanishing.



WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!? TELL ME WHY!?


Can't I have my own love like others?




Sigh...