I got too many to blog

I seriously want to blog so so much, but my PC is fucking under mantainence now and my lappy
cannot upload any photos in BLOGSPOT! :(

See! My last post is like March 10 and now is already 12 april!
God damn it and the freaking PC is not yet back. Got so many things to share like..

• Singtel show
• Taboo night
• Zouk with rachel,snowbell and more..
• Outing and zouk with sharon
• New car and new plasma 42 inch
• New haircut and colour
• St James with rachel etc..
• Outing with iris darling

And lastly I want to blog about my school life so much! HAHA, funny lecturers and classmates.

There's something more coincidental man, GARIE is studying the same course&class as me too!
Singapore is way too small~

Gotta post up the photos and details, and it's like so many!
Should not be so lazy anymore, but since when I had already said this? lol, bad bad habit..


Everyone should be very curious why I am not out with babe rachel ying for quite a period of time ya? Let me make a clarify here all right. Don't misunderstand and think that I quarrel with her or whatever, the fact is she's busy with her work and studies+bf. So ya, seldom meet her up nowadays. And I seriously miss her badly. No choice.. work, study and bf always will be the top 3 and I understand about it. Maybe we're not like last time, that blossom and that close. I hope that all these will stay in the memories but not buried it away.
NO matter what, you're still my best sister come friend.


Let's meet up for a heart-to-heart session soon my babe,blossom,bitch! :P


Sigh..


PS:
Please, sometimes I think you guys should really stand in my place and think for me but not only for yourself. You know when you guys only think for your privellage and neglected my feelings how I feel? Seriously, I don't think money is everything. Money can harm friendship/family/love, it's all because of a word "greedy". What's the point of that?



But still, there is always problems. Kinship do have, friendship do have, relationship? I dont think so. I hope to have a lovely bf that I can blog about, like today Mr.Bf go out with me or something random. Haha, just suddenly think of having a bf la. Stupid of me to think of this stuffs. But every ladies keen for that isn't it?

Someone you can talk to when you are down
Someone will concern about you more then anything
Someone will love you

This is what kinship and friendship can't do.

A face flashed through my mind, that is my mom.
She love me more then anything, maybe not everything she can give it to me.
But if she can, she will get it for me no matter what.
I knew i'm pampered by her.
I agreed that i'm not independent because I depends on her alot.
Today, I seat infront of her.. took a close look at her hair.
I realised there is so many many white hairs then last year.

Started to felt guilty...
Why I always talk back to her everytime when I knew that i'm wrong?
Even though sometimes is her fault, i should let her say too.
And i think of the future, what if she is not by my side anymore?
Man, fucking dont want this to happen at all!
I hope that she is always here by my side and support me.


Just want to tell you something mom,
"I want to be fillal to you and i love you more then anything. <3"