Home is still the best place.

Suddenly, I got a sudden urge to blog so much and I don't know why.


I face the screen for a long time and I don't know what should I write, and I really think alot lately for my future.


What I want in my life?
What I want to do after I finish my studies?


Seriously, both this questions beats me up because me myself don't even know.


Air-stewardess? Casino? Hotel?
Which one?


Which one can be my stable job? And I always want to choose a job that is my interest, so that I can be very enthu in it. But in the reality, it can never so good. When my parents forbid me to do this and that, what can I say?

Nothing.


Friends do change, and I believe they had all changed at this year. Just not long, im browsing through the memories of my secondary school life. Indeed, it's much more better then now. And also the fun times together with rachel, sleepless night, 5am breakfast, morning zoo and more. I really miss the past then now, because it's all the happy moments we had. But now, everything changed. Yeah, where times goes by.. things slowly change. Things occured like bf, work and studies. It's such a hard time for me to see my best friend going further and further away.

Typing is so easy but say it out is definitely not that easy as you think.

Tears roll down my eyes beyond my control, and I am really sad this time round.


Sigh...


ALL RIGHT!

I shall not say anymore further about all this topics. Let's changed!


Yeah, I am going to study hard this year! I don't want to let my family disappointed.
And I am having two more extra language courses to learn, jap&korean.
My mom sponsored me everything, and I really appreciate it mom.


I am looking forward for all these, plus very excited!


FASTER COME APRIL!