Back to blog!

I am back to blog! Sorry peoples!
Due to my PC systems problem,
that's why i never online for some days.


Not a good month for me this month! Totally not!
Pretty pathetic nowadays, very very! Sadding =(

First: My phone lost at the club!
Second: Mummy don't want to talk to me!
Third: I need to rush my art and homeworks!

Alot alot more .. etc


Alot of unhappy stuffs happened.
I really don't feels good, very unhappy and vexed!
Sometimes, i feel like to be alone, just myself.
Not trying to be emo, but to have some silent days.
Friends do quarrel, r/s do quarrel and families do quarrel.
Can't everything be smooth? Can don't quarrel!?
I loathe it! My heart feel very very uneasy now.
Crying almost every night at my room, for awhile.
Just to let go everything that i tolerate at that very day.
Everytime, i tried be to nice to you, i tried to give in to you.
I really did! But what did i get back in the end?
Nothing but attitude. I felt tired for all these.



I thought true friend should lend me shoulders,
i thought true friend will console you whatever you are sad,
i thought true friend will help you when you needs help,
i thought true friend will eventually know what are you thinking,
i thought true friend will be there when you need him/her.



THOUGHT! All these is just i thought.
NO, everything is not true!
What happens to me is totally opposite.
Very very disappointed, what can i do?
I am stressed! Tears roll down when i think of this.
Maybe one day, i will go talk to you.
Let you know how much is suffered.
Even though it's really tough for me to go on like this.
But, for you i will do it. I want our friendship to last!
Anyway, blogging really made me felt much better.
Thanks blogspot!




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Today, went to jolie to collect my new simcard at PS.
THANKS GIRL FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THERE!
Or else i will be alone. So funny talking with her.
Chill out at wed soon! Looking forward for that day (:



And back to that day 23.06.07, my phone was lost.
Thanks MAKI BABY and YING BABY for consolling me.
I felt so much better at zouk! Big thanks! Love you both!
OHYA! And thanks ken for the champange and ride!




PICTURES AT ZOUK ON 23.06.07 WILL BE UP HERE VERY SOON!